As my mind fights the sleep
and relief is hours away.
My thoughts are still with you
as surely my heart you will keep.
I strive to find the words or deeds to give your troubled mind the consolation that is its due and disperse those doubting seeds.
I may not find those elusive words that may reassure and placate you I can only give you love and fidelity and a vision that looks forward. It is ours to work and build upon as a life in which others whom we shall surely encounter may find the love we stumbled on.
But this joy can be ours and at times does break through all those fears and doubts like rainbows through spring showers
That is loves rejuvenation a precious thing which maintained and constantly replenished becomes an eternal revelation
Do not fret about the years already done for their pitfalls you have met and should. rightly, pale into insignificance for they are battles you have clearly won
Do not fret about the coming years with all their age-old trials which must be met and faced but cannot be beaten with presumptive tears
All these words may or may not be true and that is for you alone to decide there is only one truth I love you
** Stace says: This was written at the start of a 12 year relationship & marriage in 1970 which should be read in conjunction with Going Out.

Seems you went into the relationship knowing that it would be hard work and anything could happen. A very realistic and balanced picture of what it takes to make a relationship work — and that it just might not. These poems are great bookends.
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Thank you, exactly. I have resisted making any changes with difficulty, they are a bit “clunky”, but I wanted it to be a straight historical record. Not too often we have a chance to view it from this distance. Amazing they were both dated 29 Mar but 12 years apart.😵
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